Hello Everyone!
Welcome to my random rants

Ok, so today I went to the mall to pick up my check. Yay for payday! But I was walking down the walkway, heading towards the exit to leave and I pass by this business man in a suit. I kinda watch him cause he catches my eye and, and then WTF?! As these two girls walk by him and he hisses at them! Like a cat! WTF!?!? Seriously? What was up with that......O_O

And at the gas station today, I'm looking at the fire extinguisher (sp?) inside the glass case for in case of fires. And I'm thinking, why in the hell would is say break the glass in an emergency? Why the fuck do I want to break the glass with a possibility of getting cut. Sure fires seem worse then getting cut by glass, but seriously. Why put the damn extinguisher in a case and say break glass. Wtf?!

And then on a more personal note that I won't explain to anyone...Why did I seriously expect things to change. I've gotten better at ignoring those small things and focusing more on the love and affection I get but seriously, in the end, has anything changed? Has he made a decision? Will he ever pick me in the end? Or am I just hoping for a pointless dream...? Am I just further digging my own grave?

And my tummy hurts T_T Sadness.